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| If only people understood what it was like to be bi-polar...
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| Ahh Christmas break. No school, sleeping in, family. It all seems wonderful. I'm painting my room which is a lot of fun and it keeps me busy. I think I know what most of my christmas presents are but ill find out in a few days so that will be awesome if i get what i asked for. The key i found is to ask for a few things and your bound to get most of it. It's worked well so far. I asked for a bunch of bible resources , i know im a nerd of well.
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| Last night I decided to go for a late night drive around 4 am. So I go to my normal place by the river that I enjoy going to. However I notice that I hadn't seen any cops out which to me seemed usual. Never the less I drive cautiously back to school. Well I started to notice a car following me. So I decided to drive out of my way just to see if this person really way following me. Before I knew what was going on there were two other cars and then police lights everywhere. I was driving my girlfriend's mother's car and I have a Michigan license not an Indiana one. Well so I'm a bit nervous here considering the situation I am in. I have no idea if this car has insurance, or even an up to date licence, plus I am not sure if I could easily prove I didn't steal this car. Well anyway, the officer takes my license then goes on to explain that to my surprise that I didn't match the description of a very large middle aged man who has been exposing himself in the area. He proceeded to wish my morning be better than it started to be and sent me on my way.
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| This past week has been really ruff. It has been the last week of classes and tomorrow starts finals week. I am waking up early to study for my first final in the morning. I have had so much work to do this week and i have been working my job on top of everything. To make things more difficult my sister came down with some friends and sunday was my girlfriend and I's five month aniversary. With everything going on and being so busy and get really worn out it got really frusterating with not being able to spend the time with people like i wanted to. I wish I could have spent more time with my sister when she was here even though she kinda bothers me and I really wish I could have seen my girlfriend a lot more. I feel bad for missing church. I feel empty and lost for the intire week when i miss and to add. Plus its some of the best times that ashlyn and i have to spend together. It is such an amazing thing worshiping with your girlfriend.
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| For me worship is such and amazing concept that should really defind the Christian lifestyle. It's a complete humbling of one's self to God, giving Him glory and honor for everything He is and everything He has done. For me it's His amazing grace and faithfullness which sought me out even when I was running away from Him. His love is beyond messure. It is only through Him that I have the capacity to love anyone or Him for that matter. I want to my life to be a in constant surrender and fellowship with Him. The more I know the Lord, the more I am transformed into His likeness, and the more others will see Him in me. What more could I ever ask for than for others to know Christ through seeing Him in me?
I was really amazed tonight. It was seek and soak worship. The title sounds silly but what it means is that we are going to seek God so that we may have His spirit poured out on our lives. It is truely amazing. It was a wonderful time spent in worshiping. For me I think people need to hear the gospel more but not just to hear it but to live it. It is the Christians that really need to listen. This campus is dead, its a pacifist christian lifestyle that. A place where it is okay to just be a christian. Why aren't more people consumed by the gospel, on fire, and full of the spirit? Why do I still find myself getting sucked into the cycle?
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